To Summarize

 

AUSTIN COATES

 

These slender mosques and palaces,

These great forts mortifying rebellion,

The mighty temples of Vijayanagar,

Of Maurya, Chola, or Hoysala days,

The oldest caves, hewn out from daunting rocks,

The earliest edifice, the strangest monument,

The most derelict ruins or misunderstood remains,

Are too, young to have heard my voice in India.

And I am too old, my times were too ancient,

Too distant, my eyesight too dim, too blurred,

To remember what stood before these later inventions,

To grasp the ancient India my dreams have heard –

The land that has succored my buried intentions,

That will live for me again at the breath of a word.

 

What sorrow is this, what patient leaning

Through the dull mesh of an accomplished tide,

In search of a melody supposedly unending,

Shewing forth the cradle where secrets hide,

Of the nevermore past now clogged and clayed

By the uncouth hands of later ages,

Cloaking the secret’s unending portent,

The fires of love, the whisper of sages?

This melody is hidden in rocks and caves,

Or far away, apart, for the lonely vagarite;

Nothing will remain for the cold-eyed glitter

Of microscope, pick-axe, and theodolite.

In the rivers alone, Godavari, Krishna,

Mahanadi, Indus, and Ganges’ plain;

In the gentle hills, the blue-eyed Nilgiri;

The dry South rocks in the red terrain;

In the bed of vanished waters; the eternal rice-fields;

The heat of summer sunlight; God’s relief of rain;

Here alone is India as my soul entreats it,

Here alone the structure which has known my pain.

 

Leave aside the shipping, the dusty highways,

The white-clad multitudes, the westernized bazaars,

The suffocating railways, sordid cities,

The poverty abiding in slum alleys and bye-ways,

The relentless suffering of a million pariahs.

Leave it behind you, this sorrow and dejection,

Forgive it an instant from your bleeding mind,

Though its stain will encroach on your every reflection.

 

–Bind not care on the back of a tortoise,

But rather on a fleeting mare,

And diligently seek that quiet village India,

Whose lamplight burning at dusk is kind

To a traveler, against whom there shall be no sin,

Lest the Lord Himself, disguised, shall have entered in.

 

Then stay, O heart; muse and dwell

On mortal happiness and sanctity;

Of the rose that blooms on a thorn-tree,

And water from the depth of a well.

 

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