THE
RIGHT ARM
(A
Short-story)
JATINDRA
MOHAN GANGULI
It
was Rahim’s eighth birthday. His father, Majid, had some land in his native
village about twenty miles from Arrah in
That
morning Rahim in his new birthday dress was with his
father who was selecting the sheep for despatch to
“Why
do you want to sell it now? It’s so young and thin. You won’t get good price
for it. Better let it grow a year older, and then it will fetch you much more,”
said Majid to him.
“Yes,
I know: but, brother, I can’t help. My little son is sick, and I have no money
to buy medicine. So, take it and give what you please.”
Majid gave him ten rupees.
Rahim came along. The
little lamb was lovely, with black and white skin. “Give me this sheep, Ba-Ba,” said Rahim, as he put his
hand on its back and took possession from the seller. “I shall name it Karim, and let today be its birthday as it is mine.” So
saying he took his birthday green cap and fixed it on the longish head of the
lamb.
“But
on his birthday first give Karim food to eat before
you give him the cap to wear. He must be hungry, he’s so lean and weak,” said Majid.
Rahim gently pulled the
lamb by the ear and took it on the field where he notched tender green grass
and held to its mouth. So he fed it everyday, Rahim
was Majid’s most beloved son. Majid
was
rather surprised to see Rahim’s special fancy to this
lamb out of the many sheep he had in the fold, but he was pleased to see him
happy with it. Rahim washed it, fed it and played
with it. If it rained and the fold roof leaked he took it to his room and made
it lie beside his bed. As the lamb grew and gained weight Majid
watched with interest. Another few months and it would be a good sale. It
already weighed more than the lambs of its age.
A
year passed and Rahim’s ninth birthday arrived. The
day before, Majid’s wife asked of what about the
feast tomorrow? I’ve invited my brother to come with his wife and children.
“You
can take a sheep that you like for the feast.”
“Don’t
give me an old sheep. Its meat will be tough.”
Next
morning Majid went to the fold with his wife, who
pointed to Karim and said “Let me have this one.” Majid had already contracted with a trader to sell it at a
good price, but she insisted “No, let him choose another. I shall take the best
one for Rahim’s birthday feast.”
Her
brother with his family arrived. He had brought presents for Rahim, a red-striped shirt and a green cap with a shining
little crescent on the front. Rahim was delighted
with the cap and said “It will fit Karim very well,”
He put on the shirt and with the cap in hand ran to the fold and called “Karim, Karim.” “Ma-a, Ma-a” came
the response. Then Ma-a, Ma-a became weaker, and then
stopped. Rahim ran faster. Majid,
in the meantime, had gripped the lamb and tied it for slaughter. He had the
shining knife in his right hand which he was raising. Rahim
saw, rushed and cried “Ba-ba, Ba-ba.”
Perhaps Majid did not understand what his son meant
or did not consider it important. The guests had come and he was in a hurry. He
raised his arm with the knife to striking height. Rahim
jumped over Karim in a flash to cover it. Majid’s raised arm with the heavy knife came down on Rahim. He was dazed by the suddenness of Rahim’s jump over Karim and could
not hold his descending arm. It came down with less striking force than it
would have come with on the sheep, but the force was enough to sever Rahim’s right arm from his shoulder. Majid
cried out “Rahim, Rahim.”
The knife had stuck in the bleeding flesh and muscles of the unconscious boy. Majid’s wife, her brother and others came rushing. “Rahim, Rahim” she shrieked and
fainted and fell by the side of Majid. Others lifted
up Rahim to take him to the small
village hospital. Majid took up the knife again and
lifted it over the shivering lamb. “It was for you” he cried madly and his arm
came down with ferocious force and severed the head of Karim
on which Rahim had come to fix his birthday cap.
After
the whole day’s cries and wails Majid had lain down
on the field away from the house when none could take him. The night was dark
and cold and no breeze blew. “Rahim, Rahim” he called and cried till in fatigue he closed his
eyes and drowsed and dreamt. He saw a strange, beautiful land with green
valleys and little streams, and so many sheep and deer and many animals freely
and fearlessly moving about, and so many birds and ducks on trees or by the
stream-side. But he saw no man there. He looked around and then saw in the
distance a lamb with a green cap on its head. It was Karim,
he recognised, and behind it he saw Rahim running, but Rahim was
without his right arm. Rahim was so happy, and so was
Karim. Then Majid saw more
men coming and going, but they were all without the right arm. They moved about
near the birds and animals, but the birds and animals were unconcerned at their
approach and even exchanged happy glances with the men whom they feared in this
world but did not fear in that strange land. Majid
wondered what world was that which he saw before him. He wanted to ask, but
none came near him and he could not speak aloud. He gazed on in wonder. Every
creature here was happy and without fear. And so was man, but he was without
the right arm with which in this world he hit and struck and killed birds and
animals and his own specie too for fun, sport, food, power, money, land, and
what not. Majid tried to call Rahim
but his voice did not come out. He wanted to run to catch him but his legs did
not move.
When
Majid opened his eyes under the hot glare of the sun
all his grief, pain and agony returned as violently as before. He closed his
eyes again and wished to go to the world where he had seen Rahim
and other men all without the right arm, and where all were happy and none
feared the armless man. “O this arm, this arm, with this I cannot go to Rahim”, he cried out fiercely, and lifting his right arm
straight and stiff he bit it hard to cut and fell unconscious on the ground,
the bleeding arm falling loose on the side. In pain and agony he groaned, but
his arm stuck on to his body and away and away receded
Rahim in the fading vision of Majid.