THE FLOODS
(A
short story)
Andhra
University
The
sun was shining bright and the sky was in clear blue. But, white clouds were
wandering in the heavens often obscuring the sun; it was as if the sun and the
clouds were engaged in a sort of hide-and-seek game. Consequently, the earth
below appeared enjoying the bliss of light and shade alternately. A cold breeze
was blowing at intervals from the direction of the distant mountains; and the
leaves were rustling to the wind often, as if murmuring about something
impending.
White
and dark sheets of clouds were floating in the air moving to and fro across the
distant mountain tops, like Romeos lingering around Juliets.
Beyond
and above the range of the distant mountains, a continuous, dark bluish grey
sheet of clouds, pregnant with huge volumes of aqua, was tantalizingly
creeping up into the heavens.
It
was the only two-storey building belonging to the Zamindar of that mediocre
town. The building had all the elegance of sophisticated style: the walls were
thoroughly white-washed; silk curtains were hanging on doors and windows; there
were a big compound before the building and a pavement of cement from the
building to the big iron gate with beautiful flower gardens on both the sides;
in fine, everything was neat and orderly indicating the aesthetic sense of the
inhabitants.
Before
the gate, there was a jeep. Aham, the Kumar Zamindar, and his friend Sawmya,
hand in hand, came out of the building. Aham wore a woolen pant and a silk shirt
tucked. Sawmya wore ordinary cotton pant and shirt. A double-barrelled gun was
hanging on Aham’s shoulder. They walked down the cement pavement to the
awaiting jeep; Aham placed his gun on the seat and sat before the steering.
Sawmya took his seat beside his friend. A peon followed them with a covered
basket in one hand and a big flask in the other; he placed the two in the rear
and took his seat on the back seat. And the jeep was ready to start.
Availing
the opportunity, a beggar-maid, who had been lurking there since long to beg a
paisa or two any babu that might come out of the bungalow, stretched her hand
towards the Kumar Zamindar.
“Just;
one paisa babu!” she asked lookin pitiably at the two friends.
Anger
concentrated red in Aham’s eyes. His angry looks surveyed her from top to
bottom. Prakriti was her name, but was rudely called as Pakki by the people
because of her shabby countenance and begging profession. Her complexion was
neither black nor white but an amicable admixture of the two, only appearing
unattractive for want of proper tending. She had an oblong face, wide and
sparkling eyes, a chiselled nose, a well-shaped mouth, and a pointed chin:
certainly not an unattractive figure, but only obscured amid her loose, thick,
and thickly curled hairs whose ends had assumed the colour and stiffness of
copper wires due to lack of application of oil and comb. She wore a dirty
garment hardly sufficient to conceal the curves and turns of her youth. While
she held stretching her right hand towards them, she had a small tin bowl
hugged, between the left arm and the breast, like a mother clasping her baby to
her breast with one hand while doing her domestic work with the other. Her bowl
contained just a cup of rice of different qualities–rough and fine, old and
new, polished and unpolished.
Aham
sent his hand down his pocket, took out his cigarette case and lighter, lit one
and had a deep puff of smoke.
Turning,
then, his face to his friend he said: “Rotten beggars; why on earth should God
send these parasites, I don’t understand!” With that he drove off.
The
jeep was wheeling steadily on the road. Sawmya was silent and looking ahead
through the front glass pane at the inclined zigzag road on which the jeep was
running up. Aham’s attention was not steady on his driving; he was thinking
about his friend and his possible inward reaction about his own remark, as
regards the beggar-girl.
Aham
seemed unable to bear the weight of his thoughts. He had the last puff of the
fuming cigarette, and threw it out stylishly.
Looking
askance at his friend he said, “I abhor beggars; I can’t bear even the sight of
those fellows.”
But
Sawmya did not appear to have heard his friend.
Aham
paused a while and asked, “But, you...you seem annoyed with my remark about the
beggar-girl. Isn’t it?”
Sawmya
turned his face to his friend, smiled a little, and said, “After all, why
should I?” With that he resumed looking through the glass pane.
“But,
why should you feel that I am perturbed at your remark?” questioned Sawmya,
turning suddenly to his friend.
Aham
availed the chance and in one breath he said: “You know our friends always pine
to hear me talk about different matters. They always applaud me for my
knowledge. They appreciate my courage, pursuits, and aptitudes. But, I find you
seldom agree with me. But, let me be frank; I always try to impress upon you;
till today hardly could I succeed. But, I never hesitate to cling to my views.
You may call it….pride.” He turned the jeep on to the trunk road.
Sawmya
shrugged his shoulders and said: “Leave my case alone. Let me tell you one
thing. All those who pine for your friendship ’re none but yes-men. It’s more
appropriate to say they hanker after you more for the parties you give, the
money you shell down for them, than for any real friendship. We shouldn’t be
lured away by these face-praisers. Please don’t be offended if I say….”
“Then
you don’t consider mine as views–I mean, valid views–at all?” asked Aham a
little excited. He continued, “But, I’m confident what I believe and say is right.”
“May
be, I don’t know, Aham,” his friend replied in a compromising tone. “Yet,” he
added, “it’s good you’ve independent notions, however.”
“All
right, leave it, and tell me this. Don’t you think begging a crime when God ’as
given strength and brain to earn one’s bread?”
“Certainly
not,” replied Sawmya, “the haves should give alms and help the have-nots; and
the have-nots should work and pray for the welfare of all. That’s the basic
pattern of social bondage in this country of ours. That’s, in fact, the keynote
of our philosophy devised and taught by our Vedic sages. To be great or
otherwise isn’t in our hands. There’s one guiding man’s destiny. It’s true, I
believe.”
Aham
laughed wildly and said, “You’re too conservative, my friend! I firmly hold and
reiterate there’s nothing man can’t achieve. One must become stubborn to
conquer, and swim the pool however harshly buffeted by waves. What do you say?”
“I
say that’s not in our hands. It depends on one’s own luck–one’s own fate, I
mean. ‘Not knowing that, we think we’re architects of our fortune and future.
But, surely, time comes when our beliefs turn topsyturvy; then only we
surrender to Nature.”
“Balls,”
Aham retorted hotly, “ I don’t agree. These’re grandmothers’ sermons.” He
paused a few seconds, gently smiled, and continued, “I pity you, my dear
friend. I don’t like to see my friend grow in body and diminish in mind. That’s
why I like you follow me, especially to make you breathe in inspiration out of
my notions and pursuits.”
Sawmya
did not like to prolong the matter and thought of putting an end to it.
“Thanks,” he said smiling, “I’m much indebted to you then.”
“So
listen, we’re not merely going to the’ falls’.” Assuming a sort of superiority
he continued, “Tonight you’re following me to the jungle on the other side of
those hills for shooting. You’ll see how much courage and skill are required to
kill the wild animals.” He revealed a sort of pride in his pronunciation.
“Then
why didn’t you tell me that before?”
“Lest
you should abscond in the nick of the moment to start. And, my planned project
to make you bold and acquire modern constructive views may fail. Isn’t it?
“Aham laughed loudly leaning his head backwards. And Sawmya joined him in a
merry mood.
Meanwhile
the jeep reached the visitors’ bungalow near the ‘falls’. They got down and
walked inside the bungalow to have their wash and tiffin as prologue to their
visit to the ‘falls’ situated at a distance of a mile from the bungalow.
The
evening was pleasant, but a bit chill. And cold air was blowing across
occasionally. Dark clouds were well up over the mountain tips. Cranes were
flying high in the sky. Birds were playing musical notes flying from tree to
tree. Here and there the chirp of a beetle was being heard.
It
was a long foot-path, amid the rocky, grassy, and bushy grounds, leading to the
thick forest, on which Aham and Sawmya were walking. The gun was hanging on
Aham’s right shoulder with his right hand on the barrels ready
to use it at any urgent moment. Sawmya was carrying a small leather bag in his
left hand containing some cartridges, and a torchlight in the other. The peon
was following them keeping a distance of roughly ten yards; he was carrying a
big flask filled with coffee, and a water-bottle was hanging on his shoulder by
its cotton strap.
As
a matter of fact, Sawmya did not like to roam those places, especially to visit
the jungle. He was following his friend as an unwilling schoolboy. Aham
appeared to be in a mood of enjoying the natural Scenery and surroundings.
“Don’t
you see everything here–the thorny bushes, the
thick trees, the rocky zigzag way, the heaps of dry leaves, the chirping of the
crickets–the entire place very
fearful that one should avoid even for sight-seeing?” asked Sawmya all of a
sudden from behind.
Aham
quickly turned round and said, half-smiling with a tint of pride, looking into
his friend’s eyes, “That’s why I say you’re a timid weakling.” Pointing with
his hand, he continued, “See, how beautiful the surroundings are! Nature’s the
one thing which gives me immense pleasure. Both the wild and calm aspects of
nature please me much. ‘Twill be even more pleasant to shoot wild animals in
the jungle here, you’ll see.”
“But...but
people say no such wild beasts ’re here? queried Sawmya hesitatingly.
“Nonsense!
Who said? I say, I shot many of them at different times; otherwise what’s the
use of this gun?” he retorted knotting his eyebrows.
“Not
that” Sawmya lingered and murmured, “as far as I remember...I’ve never heard of
wild animals prevailing in these parts. I only say that much.”
“No,
there are wild animals in this jungle, you’ll see,” he replied ardently and
instructed with an authoritative voice, “come along.”
“All
right,” said Sawmya and followed him.
From
the heat of discussion they carne to reality, and it was getting almost dark. A
strong cold wind was blowing and the tops of trees were tossing to and fro. Dry
leaves were falling in large quantities.
Aham
suddenly conceived amid the dry leaves in a thick bush near them some noisy
movements. He shuddered; his legs tottered a bit. He stepped a few steps back
to the side of his friend to gain courage and his shivering hands somehow fired
a bullet into the bush. Suddenly a blinding dust-storm started. They appeared
to have heard a wild roar mingled with the gush of the gale. Aham fired the
second bullet, in which direction he himself did not know. He pressed the
trigger in vain a third time forgetting that both the bullets were released.
Confusion confounded him in which unknowingly he dropped the gun. In the
negligible light, they heard a terrific noise of something taking a leap from
the bush into the shrubs on the other side of the path. Sawmya focussed the
torch light in the direction and cried in panic: “There, there it is!” There
was no response from his friend. He looked back and in the light of the torch
light he found Aham taking up to his heels as fast as he could and the peon was
already out of sight. In utter confusion, he dropped the torchlight and the
leather bag unaware and could hardly refrain from adopting his friend’s example
in self-defence.
They
ran as fast as they could in the darkness as if death was hanging over their
heels. One knew not the whereabouts of others; at least Aham–who
was a stranger to those places, in fact–did
not. And he lost his way.
Meanwhile
the weather took a violent turn. Dark cloud overcast the sky. It was pitch
dark. A fierce gale was blowing with a terrific hum. Trees were terribly
tossing. Occasionally, and there, now and then, a branch or two, or even entire
were falling broken.
Aham
was running swiftly like a mad fearful of his shadow. In the occasional dim
light produced by the lightnings, he was looking around for his friend and
peon. He was terribly perspiring notwithstanding the cold wind. As if striving
against fate, he ran against the cold wind and at last could find something
like an Evening Star in the darkness at a distance, slightly elevated from the
ground. He paused a little and breathed a sigh of relief and hope like that of
a drowning man getting hold of a helpful twig. He relaxed himself a little and
walked hurriedly towards the light. His senses began to function properly, and
he could realise that he was getting up a small hillock. It took no time for
him for to find out that the star-like light was nothing
but the flame of a small kerosene lamp fixed inside a small hut situated on the
hillock.
It
was a very small hut, hardly sufficient even for one to reside. The walls were
mud-made, in the crudest manner, and were not white-washed; the roof was made
of stout palmyra beams and bamboos thickly packed and dry palmyra leaves
tightly fastened: the whole construction appeared to be one built and donated
out of charity. As Aham reached the hut, big drops of an impending down-pour
began to fall heavily. Those hitting the palmyra leaves of the hut began to
produce a rhythmic sound. A clear voice from inside the hut invited him: “It’s
raining, get in babu, lest you should be drenched.”
Bending
down and pushing his head a little inside the thatched roof, he examined
quickly as to who was inviting him. Identifying that it was the same dirty
beggar-girl against whom he had sarcastically remarked that morning at his
bungalow, he was flabbergasted a while. He recovered but shirked, for his pride
of status stood as a huge hurdle preventing him from entering the wretched
dwelling of a dirty beggar-girl. He withdrew his head and looked around, but it
was completely dark. In the dim light available just then for a moment caused
by a lightning, he could perceive that the place was lonely and that no other
shelter was available nearby. His heart began to beat quickly. The inviting
voice was heard again: “Don’t hesitate babu, get in.”
The
rain turned severe–it came like enormously long and closely packed glass rods
hitting the ground. Pride and status for a moment yielded place to a plea for
self-protection and he instantaneously got in and sat on the dusty floor near
the open doorway. He scarcely looked at her. He fixed his looks outside, on the
violent sounds of the gale, the thunders, and the severe rain. His only concern
then was, evidently, how to reach home; he sat silently lost in his thoughts
for long.
“Water’s
getting in; get up babu!” she shrieked, with which he came to reality to find
his legs and pant already wet. He got up like a suppressed spring suddenly,
released, and pushed his head out of the roof to find out the situation. By
then the intensity of the rain retarded and diminished to slight drizzling.
Bitterly cold wind was still blowing. He quickly went out of the hut in
knee-deep water. The little sparkling light produced by the frequent lightnings
enabled him to have a view of the situation. The surroundings of the hut were
full of water. He could see the trees and the huge rocks below submerged in the
flood waters. The roaring sounds of waters rolling down the rocky slopes of
nearby hills were being distinctly heard. His heart ceased to beat a while. He
quickly got inside and stood dumb unable to decide what to do.
The
level of the flood waters slowly rose up, up the mud walls of the hut. She
looked at him in panic. Immediate necessity urged him to seek a way to
protection.
“All
right,” he said, talking for the first time after he had entered the hut,
“let’s get up on to the top.” So saying, he took the lead. From the roof
of the hut, unhesitatingly, he helped her to get up. They sat on the roof and
hardly there was a yard’s distance between the two. They sat baffled, like
frightened tortoise withdrawing all limbs into the shell.
It
was very chill. His clothes became wet beaten by the occasional drizzle. He
could hardly withstand the biting cold and was shivering too whenever there was
a strong cold blast blowing across. His eyes were red due to sleeplessness and
exertion during the day. He looked askance at her. Obviously, she was
panic-stricken. He observed her and her troubled face whenever there was a
little lightning. Her garment too became wet by the drizzle and stuck to her
body. Her youthful curves were tantalizingly visible through the crevices of
her dirty, torn, and insufficient wear.
A
dazzling lightning suddenly flashed followed by a heart-quelling thunder. It
was so terrific that the girl shrieked loudly in a spur of horror and
instantaneously, with all the speed of a flash, she clasped him firmly and
remained flabbergasted. I that tight hug he felt the warmth of her body and the
heat of her rapid breath somewhat comfortable to his cold-stricken self. His
pride of status could hardly come in the way, and unknowingly his arms twined
round the wench in close hug seeking more and more warmth.
Meanwhile
the mud walls of the hut dissolved under flood waters, and the thatched roof
was suddenly released floating boat-like on the water. The sudden movement gave
a jolt to sailors with which his brain began to function normally. Strange
thoughts crept into his mind: “This’s nasty. Tomorrow she may trumpet among the
people around that the Kumar Zamindar hugged her to his bosom. What will be my
prestige then?” A cold fear ran down his spine. ‘Self’
played a dominant part; instinctively on the spur of the moment he quickly
detached himself, and his mighty hands did the job of pushing the poor girl
violently into the wild current: from the temporary hug of Aham, Prakriti got
into the eternal clasp of Prakriti.
Pride
and Self did not instigate him feel for the inhuman act, and the drifting roof
kept on moving. The solitary sailor stuck to thinking optimistically of his
resumption back to his bungalow.
Dim
light began to grow around indicating the rising of the sun. But the sun was
not visible and the light failed to develop beyond a particular intensity due
to the thick cyclonic clouds. The water was endless as far as his eyes could
see. He kept in vain constant watch all round anticipating help.
The
floating structure came into the fast current of a river and
took speed vigorously tossing. He had, therefore, had to hold firmly a beam of
the drifting roof to escape being thrown into the water. The fiercely whirling
and circling speedy current implanted terror in his heart. He saw huge branches
and even entire trees drifted by the current. Now and then, dead snakes and
birds, animals and human bodies, were coming carried by the current.
He was terribly hungry; his intestines coiled and grieved for food. The gush of the wild wind scorched his throat. The water at his disposal was dirty. He was so much thirsty, his intestines were so much squeezed, that he could scarcely refrain from resolving to drink even that dirty water. He stretched his hand to lift a palmful of it to his mouth. Just then he was hit on the head by the hanging branch of a tree that could not withstand the powerful current, and he had a vigorous jolt. And he had to withdraw his hand quickly to hold the beam firmly with both of his hands. He grieved and groaned in pain. Blood trickled down his jaws. Tears rolled down his cheeks like torrents. Aham was completely deprived of aham. He began to cry aloud for his fate–cried in vain for His mercy. He cried and cried and was fully exhausted. The tears in his eyes too were exhausted. As he was carried speedily by the current, dry twigs of hanging branches of trees scraped his back as he lay exhausted. His shirt was torn, his skin was awfully scratched, and blood oozed profusely. A hawk or two, now and then pecked at his back. But, scarcely could he move!