A Sentiment
(Rendered
from his poem in Assamese)
Other
things wanted me, and I didn’t want you;
But
you came and told me that I wanted you,
That
I couldn’t do but want you;
That
was my undoing–
You
came like a cool whiff when the noon lay drowsed
with
the weight of the summer sun–
Like
a whiff you melted away,
You
passed out of my life like a flicker by a sick-bed;
I
waited. I waited knowing there’s no use,
for
you won’t come, you couldn’t come;
So
I go on, go on living–
a
popular figure, and envied, and a model, and what not;
Yes.
I have to dance to their tune,
Only
I know the dance has lost rhythm–
lost
rhythm in a world which is a broken concert,
And
which we are attempting to mend.