A PRAYER TO MOTHER
PROF.
D. R. BENDRE
Once
you were, but dare I say that now you ceased to be?
I
am if you are, if not I am not, thus I console me.
In
you conceived, in you I grow and be in you consumed.
The
unlit wick must bend to the flame, would it get relumed.
You
cast my frame in your own frame, out of your own blood.
You
led my mouth to your bosom’s wealth; you made yourself my food.
You
toiled for me, you made me toil, -my feet may learn to walk
You
kissed my mouth and there imprinted your own limpid talk.
I
am a bee illusion-fed, to you all the world lies clear.
You
rubbed the Shami sticks of doubt, a blazing fire to rear.
I
lack control, O self-possessed, come, soak me in your grace:
Make
me your tool, Maker of the All, use me hard, erase.
You
are the star, I’m your planet, your womb once spilt me out.
My
natal swoon is not done yet; I still revolve about.
You
will not let me slip your hand in this shoreless sky.
You’ve
put me to your chariot’s yoke, and still traverse on high.