The Last Act
Nothing matters any more:
On the tired face of pain
I have bravely shut the door,
I who cannot love again.
Have my hopes been all denied?
Are my dreams unsatisfied?
Have I then for years and years
Loved and longed for you in vain?
Like a tomb I lie apart,–
It is truly very strange
How this restless human heart
Could have undergone this change.
Nothing makes me restless now:
On my calm unruffled brow
You can touch tranquility
Of a highborn mountain range.
Nothing matters more to me
Who am dead to joy and grief;
Like an uncomplaining tree
Widowed utterly of leaf,
Beggared of all bloom, I stand
Empty heart and empty hand. . . .
Winter-whiteness creeps across
Me whose Spring was very brief.
H. CHATTOPADHYAYA
Written at Vikarabad,
25th Sept. 1931