Post-Mortem
BY SRIMATHI NILIMA DEVI
Were you always veiled in your mystic shroud,
O, gloom-wedded Doom?
Or did you once unfold yourself
To the languid eyes of care-worn mortals
As a gentler sister of Life?
I wonder–and if at the end
Of their allotted span of life,
They also welcomed your gentle wooing,
And felt your cool touch
As a beneficent benediction.
Did they drink the cup
Of your potent poppy-seed potion
And hover in the tremulous twilight regions,
Dreaming dreams of fantastic fairy shapes?
Did they?–I wonder.
In the world of purple twilight–
The cool, purple twilight–
Which knows no intrusion of day or night–
Did they weave garlands
Of dark-red, blood-red poppies?
And then, lulled by sibillent murmurs
Of turgid waters of Lethe,
Did they obliviously fall asleep?
Under a turquoise sky fading away
In the pale haze of horizons.
Maybe, in some far, forgotten time
In a mood of wanton caprice,
You snatched a new-born babe
From its suckling mother’s breast?
Was your hand-maiden Grief born in that hour?
And was the other, Heart-Break born
When, in the folly of youth,
You snatched the young lover
From his hour-old bride,
With a jealous woman's unjust spite?
Then perchance enraged Eros cursed
That you shall be no man's love, but his fear.
That curse, maybe, shrouded for ever
Your image from mortal gaze,
O, gloom-wedded Doom!
Onwards thence, your vast twilight spaces
Were transformed into the immemorial
Gloom of countless aeons,
Haunted only by ghostly spectres
And your Lethe–a terrific, turbid torrent.
From that ill-fated moment
Your gentle nature changed;
And with frantic fearsome wrath,
You began your war on shadows of men,
Struck them remorselessly.–
The infant–but a half-furled bud;
The spring bloom of youth;
The ripening fruit of autumnal life;
In the same way as the weary, the worn;
All withered wintry souls.
And thus it came to pass:
The fire of your hideous hate
Seared, burnt, and dissolved you
Till you were but a stark skeleton
Enveloped by the gloom of buried years.