The Parting

 

Abdul Rasheed Bijapure

 

 

You never said so. For

            words sometimes are treacherous

            I always thought

            you know me better

            than I do my self.

 

We knew we couldn’t

            face each other.

            You saw me in the mirror.

            The most lovable

            the most delicate thing

            I tore off from my heart.

 

You saw me

            strangulate it with eyes closed,

            with a dead man’s throat.

 

In the mirror

            I too caught a glimpse

            just for a moment

            (no courage to look to it),

            You too did the same thing

            with your feelings ----

            only a little more firmly.

 

The painful task over

            for the unfortunate two,

            you came to me

            with genuine smile

            (who has taught  you this?)

            and I had lowered

            the mist eyes.

 

In this incomprehensible world

            When my melting heart

            was carving

            to draw you  nearer,

            my tongue was asking you

            to proceed, to depart.

            Then I witnessed

            A living man too breaks in two.

 

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